Carry: A Memoir on Survival on Stolen Land, by Toni Jensen, is a memoir in essays, on a range of topics but with violence as a common theme. Domestic violence, settler violence; the violence of erasure; the violence of system racism; the violence of classism and white privilege, gun violence, violent crime, drug violence, and police violence. The brutal murder of George Floyd, Trayvon Martin and so many others on the hands of police. All through her own experience as a Métis, as a survivor.
Possibly the most unique characteristic of this work is her emphasis on language, and her dissection of definitions. Language matters. How we represent our ideas and our reality matters. It has the power to change everything; and if there is one thing the reader will take with him/her/they at the end of the book, it might as well be the power of words.
The collection is beautifully narrated, and has a smooth flow to it, though one essay seems divorced from the preceding one, at the end, it all comes together to give us a picture of the America we live in and how it got to be the way it is. How we turned out to be so comfortable with the myth of individualism (even at the expense of public health during a pandemic), un-fact-checked conservatism; to divorcing domestic violence with other forms of violence, like mass shootings and crime to the expense of our women and young; to thinking of Native Americans as expendable, as disappearing. It is painful and sad and real. It is the America we don’t want to see, but we know it to be true. We hear it in family conversations over Thanksgiving, murmurs at work over diversity hires, and in traffic stop encounters with police.
I haven’t read a more current essay collection ever. Toni Jensen somehow managed to tackle all issues: domestic violence, sexual trafficking, policy brutality; classism, colorism and white privilege; gun violence, deprivation of land belonging to Native Americans; our uncomfortable relationship with racism and bigotry; mental health, poverty, crime, drug abuse and alcoholism; caring for our elders, how we tell our own history, fracking and so many more. I read more than 100 books a year, and I already know this will be my favorite book of 2020.